a bitch and a half. // 20121130 //
Disastrous night.
In no mood to meet more new people, particularly after the debacle, which I have yet to get over. What had started out as a
pleasant enough night had quickly swung from family politics between the
brother-sister duo to my general irritation at the 1001 personal questions
fired to my face all night , as though I'm all about insecurity and failure - of
course the night brought out the most pathetic part of me, the part that needed
to be reassured all the time and, of course, there was no reassurance
forthcoming.
It was almost like
reliving my snappy interactions with those family members I'm not particularly
fond of; though those turned out to be quite entertaining at times. I smiled
politely, slunk away to one corner of the table, browsed my timeline on
Twitter. As you might have guessed, we spent
the remainder of the night being polite to each other; as if the night
never happened.
Anyhow, it has all been too much until i stumbled upon
this rainbow sweetness! Glad to be back home and back to being a
bitch and a half.
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