the coming of age phases - from being a nerd and skinny and growing breasts, to being free, footloose and not really worried about where life is taking me, to realizing relationships will not last forever, to being twenty three and knowing that people change, that friendship and loyalty are all subject to change, to  daringly progressing from making out to heavy making out, till it seemed like the room would explode from the intensity of  desires and the discovery of the most momentous of all experiences -- love?

been listening to that word a lot ,these days especially. of course, there were times when it has been greatly misused.

i guess in a saner, sober moment; i knew that sometimes everything had to change in order for it to be the same and at some point in the future we'll find ourselves right back at the start.