the suekahati day. // 20111015 //

maybe i should draw social maps because my life has no sign, just so i can see where i am placed in the larger scheme of things. you see, i always know where i am but id always rather be somewhere else. if i had the sign id say, look, im here, exactly where i need to be. but then, this is life and life is weird.

i wish sometimes there's some kind of sign to indicate that a particular moment in my life is indeed a significant moment. like in the movies, where the music builds up to a resounding crescendo or takes on a new strain at a defining moment. but there's nothing, no music, no sign saying you've reached, no big 'you've made it' with coloured balloons and noisy whistles and confetti.

that'd make it too easy.


loved and blessed, nonetheless. happy birthday saya.

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