im gaining greater level of maturity from my screwed up moments. with that; id say im almost as mature as my age (cause im pretty screwed). repeat, almost. on a recent violation of my own morality based on lust-driven frenzy in which i totally convincingly acted completely enthusiastic for, id say that was a minor victory in my conquest.

you see, sabotaging people's workable plans is a hobby, especially when they think they had figured me out. i can be excruciatingly weird trying to prove otherwise. but hey, that works...every time. nothing beats seeing big talkers under-deliver! its cool to end up with the 'i dont give a fuck' face, saying 'i dont give a fuck' but not in as many words.