ive been saying a lot of that lately.

people think i make reality look less real. truth be told, sometimes im not even certain about what i want ; whether they are over-rated or under-stated, that i think maybe im too wrapped up in my stupid ideal fantasy to notice what i already have. i cant even tell whether im over-reacting or simply ignorant. i can experience both pros and cons at the same time. damn weird! all these thoughts make me feel annoyed and mildly vulnerable; like i am drowning in both panic and relief.

its as if im saying neither this nor that right? exactly!!!

whatever. i need a vacation; will be back in time for Ramadhan.

Salam Ramadhan :]