1. I no longer view established organizations even those associated with the government agencies as high-and-mighty. a recent work-related-drama of indesicive-decison-making showed how they lack in integrity and professionalism. they are things to be kept confidential and things to be clearly notified. I was taken for a ride, one minute they dragged me to excitement level 10 and in a split second i found myself at ground zero. pffft, what a joke.

2. i am aroused out of my mind; i dont know whats cooking inside my big head. i seem to screen logic and emotion out, and start doing things outside the norm, no matter how tremendously unsure i get. though there are non-understandable things i refuse to enquire like, how ignorant someone can be toward familial obligations or how lame someone can act to fulfill desire and etcetra.

3. After surviving the five-day chronic diarrhea; i think i have developed a pang of phobia of strawberries. lets hope i wont be irrationally affected by this little incident for the rest of my life.

4. Being the survivor that i am, i have also survived driving a car with three tyres instead of four. The remaining of the other tyre was excrutiatingly gruesome, that people are surprised of me still breathing without a scratch. yet, i enjoyed the attention; the front and back escorts, the hot replacement car and yes, the pitty.