1. ive been zigzagging through numerous agents with my business-like voice, i feel sufficiently mature; doing these kind of things on my own. i kind of fit in seamlessly, i guess my sitting monotonously days is over. property agents are like piles of shit, any way you poke them, you'll make an impression. we are about to cast our vote, welcome new home!

2. currently playing mysterious, but no longer plan to; have decided to play it cool and say yes for the sake of my on going new development in life. i want to be surrounded by kindred spirits, so i should try this out as a matter of curiosity, whether or not the chemistry would kick in.

3. im in a state where im dying to say million things at once but trying to look like the picture of innocence in between snorts of laughter. too many things have to be endured, i could act my heart out but pretend everything is a temporary secret. maybe i need some time by myself to grapple with things.