i guess when you are friends with people your own age, life gets messy and hard to keep up with. and perhaps an advantage to being me, is my attention is a valued commodity, people will actually listen, even my parents do.

i currently want a lot of things. sometimes my mind is in twenty different places at a time. sometimes, i quelled my natural instincts to argue with my own thoughts. you know how in your twisted little universe, you're the only person who matters? i could easily win the most self-obsessed award if there is any right now.